Lifelong problems

I have a problem with procrastination that I’ve always had, at least since primary school.

As a result of this I’ve become exceptionally well at organising tasks and projects. I’ve become a student of productivity.

On a good day, I can be highly productive. But on a bad day I still have the same issues I always had.

On those days it feels like a trap I can’t get out of. I’ll never be rid of this problem I have

Some of our issues we can never resolve fully. They come up when we are tired or are being challenged somewhere in our lives.

But then I realise it happens less and less over time. And it lasts less often everytime it does. And I remember to forgive myself.

So we watch ourselves going through our patterns and cycles. And, with awareness, they run out of steam sooner each time.

“When we are tired, we are attacked by ideas we conquered long ago.”
~ Friedrich Nietzsche